Decisions

Why is it so hard to make big decisions?

I feel like you lay out the pros of something,

then the con comes back and beats you back to the original

mindset of not knowing what to do.

I feel like as I grow older it gets harder and harder to make decisions.

I am the type to maybe talk to only a few people about my thoughts,

but the most part I try to do on my own.

I am a pleaser and know I would be persuaded easily of others thoughts,

so that is why I insist on making big decisions on my own.

I hate waiting and not knowing.

But I understand that is part of the process of life and growing older.

Making big decisions and not knowing exactly where your path will go.

I just don't like being in charge of such big choices.

Man I can be such a baby!

Too bad I am an adult.