Be careful what you pray for

I remember being a little girl and my Dad talking about prayer.

He said be careful what you pray for.

He had been praying for a better situation with his work,

and actually got laid off.

Essentially things did get better for him,

but sometimes our prayers aren't always answered in the way we want them to.

I believe strongly in prayer.

I know it's a powerful tool and I know God listens.

On Friday morning I was praying for help to make me a stronger person.

Then Friday afternoon some heart breaking news was given to me.

Some harsh and hurtful words were being said about me behind my back.

I've had a hard time trying to get over it these past few days.

Last night I finally had a moment where I decided enough is enough.

I will not confront this person about what was said,

but I decided to forgive them.

They may feel the way they do but I can't change that.

I can only change myself.

I do want to become a stronger person and the Lord wanted me to learn this lesson.

It's not easy because what was said is the rudest thing I have heard said about me.

Even though what's done is done it instills in me even more

that speaking kind words to each other and about others is so important.

I don't get why it's hard for people to be kind and loving.

My prayer sent me through a whirl wind, but I'm back on my feet stronger than before.

Prayers are truly answered.